mourning 
Hello dear ones,
sure you have you wondered why I was so far from here reported. This was partly because I was on holiday with Schatzi (report to follow) and secondly to the fact that my beloved grandmother died. She is proud now 86 years old and I am very grateful and very happy that I am lucky to have such a long time had a grandmother.
grandmother was a grandmother, as I would not have wished for better. She loved me and the rest of the family is always unconditional. Family was very clear in the first place and then came a long time. All too often she has thought of himself. She was always there for others, has to finish her husband cared for.
came late last year, a cancer. Although she has recovered from surgery well but eventually the cancer was stronger. I'm glad she had not suffered long and I am eternally grateful that I have visited before my vacation again and we could spend lots of time. I could tell her a few things that were important to me and she told me a few things that I was very moved.
Since her death I have thought a lot about the wonderful experiences with her. Holidays, family celebrations, meetings and vacations. When I was there as a child, I could always sleep in bed next to her grandfather. Nevertheless, her snoring, I found the wonderful. go to sleep before we have raged still a little bit. I remember visiting the wildlife park, trips to butter, pudding to cook and so incredibly many things more.
grandmother was born in Gdansk and grew up there and got a very young woman the beginning of the 2nd Kries world and its hardness felt right at the front door. What she experienced there, until she finally fled after the war with her parents to Lübeck, she never really able to process. Amazing that she is still so remained a loving person. A strong woman in her own art
My grandmother was married 64 years, has three children brought up was, grandma, great grandma and Ururoma.
If I know that life ends at some point on this plane, while I know that everything is "good", what happened, I'm incredibly sad. Grandma, I've loved and I will carry you always in my heart. Thanks that has given you!
My thoughts are at present not only for Grandma, my mother and her siblings, but even with my grandpa. In his case, cancer was found - in the same place, just like Grandma. He is in hospital, could not even come to the funeral and will be weaker from day to day. Unfortunately, he is already mentally on a different level talks, - viewed from the outside - weird things. Thursday, he will have surgery (must would, unfortunately, as a threatening bowel obstruction). I pray that he no longer has to go through and is preceded by us.
A moving time ...
Thanks!
